guardian angel blues

you are in a dream
i am in your mind
driving through your thoughts
i promised i would meet you
the moment the sun began to rise

the cows are under the moonlight
the termites are eating the churches
the dogs are drinking coffee
the ducks are stuck to the ponds
as the cold wind plays catch
with the dreams of old dying men and freshly dead boys

the stop lights are flashing green, purple, orange
a car follows me closely
i am terrified that it is either me or you or no one or… Continue

I GOTTA STORY TO TELL!

BLESSINGS TO ALL MY BEAUTIFUL FAMILY
YES YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SUCH AN AMAZING OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE. GOD KNOWS JUST WHAT HE IS DOING TO HELP EACH AND EVERYONE ONE OF US GET THROUGH OUR TRAILS AND TRIBULATION. {11COR.12:9} “
‘…my grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ rest upon me”
{can yaw hear me now!}

I JUST… Continue

O’FREEDOM

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One Must Find Joy In The Life One Was Given.....

Love Me Forever

Love me forever
Because I am here forever
With you forever

I can’t keep up with you
Love me forever for that very reason

Love me forever
Because I am fucked up
And tired and lonely
And in need of love forever

Love me forever
Because the sun goes down
And I am not afraid to cry
In the darkness

Love me forever
Because I forget
The most important things
About life all the time
Love me forever
Because I die

Love me forever
Because you love yourself forever,
Because you understa… Continue

Magnolia Morning

Awake, sweet woman,
The morning has arrived
To take your picture

She has been waiting in the stars
All night long for your smile,
So smile strong and bright
The brand new day is alive
And has come out shining
From deep inside your soft wounded heart

Climb out of bed
Take one step towards the light
Today your path is as clear as my mind
While I write down what my love for you feels like,
Some say butterflies
But I say from you all things appear divine.

Don’t bother with a mir… Continue

Low ceiling crushing
ink
jet
soot
fog a mile thick
crushing optic nerves
crushing pressure
crushing
Light broke
ripped through the sky
gashed a hole
ten miles wide
Down came the light
and the rain
booming
jagged
again.
Moon
crashing
shrieking
brand new plan
brand new game
Fire and Water
Blood and Ash
Brand new man
Brand new
same.
Time congeals
then things get strange
micro makro
switch
oppose
sharing space
Here it brews
thunder clouds
below a lake
Sticks a finger in
stirs
thick and greasy
stains… Continue

IN MY DREAMS I SEE YOUR FACE. IN MY DREAMS I SEE YOUR SMILE. IN MY DREAMS WE ARE FRIENDS. IN MY DREAMS YOU COME ALIVE. IN MY DREAMS WE DANCE IN THE RAIN. SKIP ON THE BEACH WITH THE WIND IN OUR FACE. WE TRAVEL TOGETHER IN TIME AND SPACE. MY DREAMS ARE PRECIOUS TIMELESS AND TRUE. I ONLY WISHED YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I REALLY LOVE YOU. ONLY IN MY DREAMS.

i know people said love will never die love lives foever, and love dont hurt. well love hurt like a knife dipped in blood stuck in your heart. the first time that knife stap you in your heart, it hurts like hell on earth, its like tears, pain, heart on fire, empty hole filled with pain. the more you try to forget the more you feel that knife every night, every day, every hour, every memories. time heals all wounds, what about the heart that fills with love pure love no matter what you forgive an… Continue

ANGEL BABY

By Pam i Am

Never Took Risks Before

Only Trusting What Was Real

Only Believing What I See

Never What I Feel

Now Here I Am

Starting Over Again

Taking A Chance

Trusting The Unknown

Knowing The Unseen

It's Called Faith

Faith In You

Messenge… Continue

Sun stands, surrounded by her Golden glow, hair blowing gently around her face
End of Day is near, she waits for his blanket of velvet Dark to cover her soft rounded frame
Slowly, he advances, touching the outer ray of her Glory, making her shiver with delight
His long fingers brush against her skin, she bursts into a red Flame, sinking down into his secret tomb
Smothering her with a kiss of Obscurity, she disappears from prying eyes, tracing a faint Glimmer over his Dusky features
He bathes her… Continue

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In That Poetic Flame
They use your crystaline body to spark that immortal fire which burns for all mortality and shall turn their humanity into that
black sacred ash if that is the Gods immortal wish
This is that mortal narrator's final wish
When does another poet bleed from her shattered fingers with a forbidding tendency to cause blindness upon the Muse's
command
The poetic flames that those Gods forever stroke in that Olympian heaven which mortal man shall s… Continue

What is it
making
you wake up
breathe?
I wonder.

Each day
a razor
cutting my lungs
my mind.
What is it
I wonder?

Do you know
something?
Is there a key
to unlock
the reason
for living?

Conceived in darkness and deceit
Bathed in the blood of his enemies
Born of the darkest arts
Knight of Darkness; Knight of my heart

Magic whispers in the air
Come to me, come to me
Along the ancient path
Light of a thousand stars upon my face
Wind chimes tinkle dark music

Deep in the dusty woods
Lost in magic, on the edge of time
A meadow, brilliant with moonlight
He waits for me
His violet eyes glitter
In the silver light
The softest of whisper, mine

Mouth against mouth
Not a gentle kiss
But… Continue

(I Can't Have) A Man Without Love

By Pam i Am

So I'm lying here

With nothing on

but a tear

It rolls down my face

From hurt pride

and disgrace

It's so hot in this place

It's been a while

Since you've been gone

Thinking about my decisions

This one wasn't wr… Continue

My poetry lies

somewhere between

the heart and the hand

disconnected

from what is

what isn't

caught in a maze

and out of ink.

Mask on today

With a built in joke

Hanging on its cheek

Everyone expects it

Laugh a minute

And mile-long stories.



That's the one

You've seen it

Deadpan humor

Slapstick jokester

Straight faced

Straight laced



Mind like warblers

Building nests

Inside my head

Bumblebee thoughts

No time for honeycombs

Just the wax of age.



I'm sorry

For you

For who you thought

I thought I might have been

Two men walk

Into a bar…



The joke's on me

Egg on my face

Crow in my mouth

Feathe… Continue

I miss you since you left that day in that year .... My heart is growing in pain each time I talk to you or even think about you. Everyday I think about you and do stuff to you to make you believe i'm watching you in a close distance. You are engraved in my blood as if you were my soulmate but your beyond that .... to me. My dream is going circles trying to help you and your issues in top of the things that are going in my life. Everyday I remind myself how we met that day in that year that m… Continue